the unnaturally natural fear.

how do we prepare for the loss of a loved one? awaiting an early morning call, gathering tears, practicing composure. we do all we can to resolve fear, bereavement, pity, injustice. praying to a god you've never understood, begging, "let her go softly," just in case someone hears... but these are only corporeal distractions. the mind is still selfish, still panicked, "don't take her from me, please," ...because, in all honesty, is it even possible to truly accept death?