relax.

daylight.

there's nothing like it.

it's clean. it's brilliant, it's rejuvenating.

invigorating.

i think i'll go for a walk through the creek today.

it'd be nice to reconnect with nature.

although i typically enjoy sharing it with someone else...

and that brings up memories of the people i've shared it with.

which in turn makes me nostalgic and depressed.

but such is life.

i woke up with the intention of writing my morning pages, but once i sat down, i had a few friends message me.

which distracted me from even writing this... not that it's a bad thing, because i haven't talked to one of them in months.

so my plans are a little off track.

now normally i'd try to rectify that and sit down and force myself to write.

but i'm not feeling it anymore.

so i won't.

i'll just sit and Ohm.

i'm not sure if ohm is a verb... but it is now.

my book of koans has been a bit neglected, but when i pick it up i read two or three to make up for it.

but recently, it has told me (or i have told myself through its words) that everything is not as it seems.

and everything is as it seems.

so, then, why do we bother to make something extraordinary out of something ordinary?

why can't we just accept that everything in life is as significant or insignificant as it is?

why must we search for a greater meaning for everything?

why must we be put on this earth for a greater purpose other than to live and experience life?

why can't life just be life?

food for thought.