hello, blogger.

i've missed you.
it's been too long.

there are lots of things going on right now, but i am very tired, so i won't say too much.
if i did, it would all come out as gobbledygook.
and that is no good.

so, it takes a lot for me to get so upset i feel sick about something.
especially when it concerns someone i've never met.
but it just happened as i read a blog post.
and for once, it almost made me say that i hate someone.
or, rather, some group of people.
however i did catch myself, and realized that it's not the people i hate, but the beliefs.

this is all an exercise in controlling my emotional and logical reactions to stimuli.
part of my tao-zen philosophizing.
yes, philosophizing.
which is coming along well, although slowly.
but i bought a newly annotated copy of the Tao the other day.
and a book of koans; i have a koan a day for an entire year. plus a few months.

i'm excited to start meditating on schedule again.
i'm excited to start practicing something theraputic again.
i'm excited to start something.

and right now, i'm excited to go to bed.
good night, moon light.