funny thoughts.

i think
that you and i
were meant to be together
from the start.
sometimes i wonder
if it would still work out.
i don't think it would.
that would be too easy.
and you're more like
a brother
to me now.
what,
with the relationship consultations
and everything.
but i know
that there was that potential.
and sometimes i wonder about it.
just for fun.
you know.
i remember thinking one day,
two years ago, maybe,
that i should stop you on your way in to class
and probably kiss you,
take your breath away,
but that i would never actually do it.
i knew myself well.
but what would have happened if i had done it?
i wonder if you would be talking to her
about your problems with me.
i wonder if
everything
would still be the same.
funny thoughts, i'm having.