these late nights get to me.
i'm always tired; physically, that is. but my mind will never settle. i've noticed that my thought processing has sped up significantly. it's almost as if i have ADD... in the time i normally process one thought, now i jump through four or five. these new ones aren't as complete or in depth. they're surface level- little things i remember, pieces of memories relating to some immediate stimulus, details in my environments. they go back and forth, back and forth, with no progression or reason.
it's a completely different perspective of life for me.
i'm not sure how this will fare once classes begin. i'm normally up until 2 or 3 in the morning. sleep is restless and short. often useless. i have a feeling my productivity level will either improve or plummet. my thoughts are scattered and these last few hours of the day leave me lifeless. my thoughts don't even make progressive sense anymore.
just look at the horrible composition of this entry.
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