i'm about ready for it.
although i wouldn't get my loan money, which means i would lose my apartment.
which i'm not ready for.
i don't know what to do.
i can't focus on my classwork.
i can't focus on anything, really.
all i can do is sleep, distract myself with crafts, and attempt to synthesize my emotions.
this is the spiral i've worked so hard at staying away from.
and this is the spiral i've gravitated back to.
i just want someone to help me.
i just want it to end.
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