empty calories & food for thought.

being empty
is like being full.
except emptier.

sometimes i fail to recognize which state i'm in.
sometimes i fail to recognize if that matters.
i used to be caught up in the difference between feeling overloaded and feeling numb.
now i realize, there is no difference. not in the feeling, at least.

so i take it as it comes.
i adjust. i move on.
i try, at least.

it's strange how quickly life can change on you.
it's strange how quickly your perception of life can change on you.

after all, isn't life just a perception?

no one will ever see it the way you do.
no one will ever know exactly what you know.
no one will ever feel the same emotions you feel.

not exactly.
it's all a perception.

so what is your perceived difference between doing and not doing?
between dreaming and not dreaming?
between feeling and not feeling?