so maybe you were right.
maybe i am stable...
...until i don't get what i want.
but is that abnormal?
is that unexpected?
when it comes to things like this,
when what i want is something i've been searching for,
when i've found it, right in front of me,
when it's close enough to touch, to taste, to feel,
but it was meant for, given to anyone other than me,
is it really such an unreasonable reaction to fall apart?
to relapse into a state of low self-worth?
wouldn't you break under the weight of this irony?
if i don't deserve you, then what do i deserve?
do i deserve anything at all?
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