garbage plate.

my internet connection sucks.
it only works for 20% of the day.
i can't even write an email.

my roommates are assholes.
they don't look at or speak to me.
there's no reason for their immaturity.
they're jerks to my boyfriend.

my house is always dirty.
it's not my dirt.
no one else will clean it.
so i have to.

i have no food.
there is alcohol and peanut butter here.
and also matzo.
nothing else.

my stomach is utterly shot.
i can't eat my favorite foods.
there's no reason to eat anymore.

i'm overweight and i hate my body.
i've never been this heavy in my life.
i am disgusted with myself.



on the bright side, i got an internship today.