may showers.

it's cold. and windy, and rainy.
i'm balled up in a hoodie with the hood up.
[the hood is the indication that i'm very cold.]
i have loads of work today, but all i want to do is curl up and watch.
the rain. and the wind. and the cold.

it's nice to be home, i suppose.
everything is of quality, the water is clean, and the air is fresh.
i enjoy that aspect.
i also have plenty of outdoor space, which i enjoy.
however not with the current weather.

it's also not nice to be home.
my parents think that, since i am home, i am not doing work.
and that means i can get up at any moment and do house work.
which is false.
also, i have this temptation to "accidentally" run into someone.
which would be no accident at all, of course.
look, all i want is to be friends again.
is that too much to ask?

i'm also on the verge of a catnapping.
if brett cannot take care of his cats, then i will take the cats from him.
wtf, world. wtf.